Thursday, June 24, 2010
I went to get additional pictures taken of my left breast. I was very nervous but I tried to distract myself by observing people around me. A lady, like me had another series of images taken. After she was done technician told her to wait in the room for the doctor to come and talk to her. They talked behind closed doors but I could hear, 'see you in a year'. All was fine.
Then was my turn. A nice lady technician squished my boob in all kinds of directions warning me that it won't be comfortable and that I might hate her. I did not feel a thing. Then she told me to wait in the room. After a few minutes she came back and said that I may get dressed and the doctor will see me in her room. So I knew this was not good.
The news is that there is something (yes, I heard that before). That something is small. She does not think it is anything to worry about but biopsy might be a good idea. No, I don't have to schedule it right away. After all that something is small. Yes, I can go on my vacation and have a good time and not worry. After all that something is small.
I will go and have a good time but I cannot promise not to worry. I am glad though that there is no alarm. Funny, I knew that if there is something wrong it would be with my left breast. For some reason I just knew that.
So for now I don't know a thing except that whatever is there we found it very early and that has to be a good news. So how come I am not happy?